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Definitely can't pass that kind of cash up. Pay off the bills, buy a house (or 3) and pack away the extra for an early retirement. You've got it covered bro, good luck with the job, you deserve it.
Thank you bro, that means alot. They say that the drug is out of your system in three days and I'm on the third day. The last time that I took it was early Friday morning and I had a half a pill (4mg) and to tell you all the truth, it's been Hell. I've even thought about calling a different sub doctor and getting back in the program but that's quitter talk, and I'm not going to take the easy way out this time. I know that I can do this, I know that I can beat this. I'm so much better off than so many people that I know. As I started to type this, my cousin called and we talked about how he doesn't have a job, lost his house, their kid, his wife and him split up for almost six months and she got pregnant to another guy and my other cousin adopted him, they lost EVERYTHING and now they're living on drug dealer's couches and are in and out of shelters. He said that neither one of them have jobs and they spend almost $100 a day on dope (heroin). Thank the Lord that I never got into that because that was the next step. Luckily I stopped myself before it got to that stage. It's so much easier to get off and stay off of Subutex and Suboxone than it is to get off of Heroin, Methadone, or pain pills because the sub doesn't have the half life that the other meds do. I am two years off of any form of pain meds, I haven't had any pain meds at all. But now that I don't have the sub in my system anymore, I can tell that it was helping control my pain levels as well because my back is killing me now. I will keep you all updated as to what goes on with this. Thank you so much for your support, it goes a long way.
P.S. I called the clinic in MA today and the receptionist said that the nurse that is handling my case wasn't in today and she probably took my file home with her so they couldn't find any information as per my case. She said to call first thing in the morning.